l0v3ly_l3ones (l0v3ly_l3ones) wrote in chaseperfection,
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Deception

I'm now a constant 50kg at 160cm tall.
Went home for the uni holidays and got sick of people calling me skinny....I mean i would understand if i was skinny, my stomach is still so fat.
Sometimes, I wish I could see what everyone else can. "Those skinny legs, nice hair.....", etc. I am constantly criticising myself in my head, it's like a running commentary for my whole life, from the time I wake up until i go to sleep.
I'm assuming I'm not the only one like this?
I'm so negative...
50kg was always my goal weight and now it just doesnt look low enough. I'm a size 8 now, where is there to go from there? My next goal is 45kg, I know that it will cause a stir from the family, but im not going home for a while.
Hope you guys are having a fan-bloody-tastic day!!
mWAH
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